postshift thoughts

quotable me tonight: "everytime you get really confident as an intern something or someone comes along to knock your ass back down off that pedestal."

interesting I should come up with a pedestal reference. isn't that was separates me from a lot of the other people I know? If I'm not up on that pedestal I'm sure as hell climbing on it. or back on it. or to the next one. that kind of thing breeds a shit-ton of jealousy. and all I'm doing is being the only way I know how to be. call it whatever you want. I don't do it for anyone else but myself.

I saw some crazy hit last night. admitted a sbo, first MICU admit... fulmanant liver failure. intubated. again. central line. again. seriously. I love my job.